Honestly, I never thought it works, but amazingly it really works.
I spent 3 months for just making positive affirmations when I was in depression , and my sis recommended me a book called HEAL your life by Louis L Hay. I read it and understnad the importance and the power of affirmations, yet I rather reluctant to follow it.
I had a hard time in my first semester but because I know I should trust that everything happens to me is good for me , even though my heart or subconcious didn't trust . I forced myself to do things I always believe I could not do. I joined a event organising committee, I went to an oversea expediion programme, and I went back to home just to swim with my family during school time even though I had to take a flight .for that. I always didnt believe I could have done all these because I never trust I could when I had so many assignments from my course.
I never thought that all these will help me anyway . I did all these because I told myself , whatever decision you made is right for you . You never make wrong decision because you are a thoughtful person , you do things that the body tells you they like it .whatever happens after the decision is also good for you , maybe at that time you think it s bad , it will turn out to be good in future. Indeed, I suffered a lot when I joined the organising committee, but just because of the committee , I got to know more friends, got to get in to stay in hostel which my school is willing to provide me although I do not have enough CCA points .Even now , I have more experience about how to organise an event because I was a head which I always rejected this kinf os responsibility . OEP helped me to bond stronger relationship with my friends, which I get contact with some Christian activities, and I kind of believe I am not the unluckiest one . I gain confidence after joining all these.
However , all of these require a lot of money . As I am still a student , and also because of my family finiacial problem , I realised that I have no much left . The confidence and the faith made me to believe that I could do something to reduce the burden , I am good enough to love myself, and finally I got a good part time job . The boss is 73 years old , and I really like what he has taught me ... as I just realised appreciation of what you have is the key of life, just like what he did . So whatever happens in your life , think that it is part of the game , part of the interesting drama you cast in . Be happy and be a good person .
At this point , I started to believe I really appreciated what I had been.... and I will continue ...
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