What is a hero to you?

Improvements:
1. I have reconnected to my committee members, have been away from my position for a long time, able to work on the jobs that I have left out for sometime.
2. I have settled my fines , and acknowledge my own mistakes done.
3. I am able to finish the things in my list to do today.
4. I went out with a good friend and had great dinner.
5. I met a long lost friend in the bus
6. I started to feel something is urging me to do .
7. I have great meals for today . Thanks god for giving me food.
8. I had difficulties to talk to people in phone as I will always hope to hand up phone after few minutes , but now I am able to make calls to several people to talk about some issues.
9. I had a great sleep and the weather goes very well today. Experienced some raining during the night , which cool the room.
10. I had my favourite orange juice again.
11. I think I am quite efficient today.
12. Today I smile more and I am quite gentle to everyone while talking.
13. I watched another inspiring video today , and know that life can be as fruitful like that.
14. I want to have joy of giving , and give the joy to others . It is so strong in my mind now.
15. I am able to apologise for my mistakes to my cousin and he forgives me .He made me a better a girl , always.
16. I enjoyed giving compliment to someone I care and I love , like my good friend. I said to her :" you are pretty"
17. I made sure to call back all the missed calls I have , which I believe I really learnt from my mistakes.
18. They said I have no energy , I said I become softer to everyone around me.
19. I met a long lost girl friend in the bus stop , who I know she is doing well and I am happy for her .
20. I met also a friend from my exchanged school and she still remembered me and I felt so happy about that.

Quote: if you take every girl as your own child , you can feel their sorrow and you will give your strength to protect them as you can ......stop human trafficking.
 They believe in me , I know and so I will try the best for them.

This inspired me to take everyone as someone you love and you care for , once you feel that , you give love and they will return you the same. It is not " help" but it is "love" , a kind of contribution that you will do for someone you love.
What is a hero to you ? A hero does not really need to have a strong muscular body to protect others. With love , any strength that you give is a show of love. Start to love people around you, and you will feel the same.

Problem:
Walking along the orchard street, Singapore, I have kind of emptiness in my heart . I saw alot of pretty girls and a lot yuppies. They are walking towards somewhere unknown. I am thinking, what is my purpose of life on this street? To be like them ? Like them buying LVs, like them wearing branded clothes , driving sports car along the roads.? There are so many couples dressings like stars , walking , shopping... Are they real? Are they happy? Is that what I want? I do not know.. that was what I hoped for before.. but now I want to do something different , it is not like that only , in the comfort zone , but purposely to be out of comfort zone , it does not mean that I should go to an orphange to help children. I have dilemma... what do I actually want , I want to give something different to this world , what could it be?